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I have been thinking about marriage a lot lately….and I realize that I do not believe in marriage…at all. I think that as humans, we are not able to make a life long commitment. “for better or worse, till death do we part”?. Un uhn. Him raping you would fall under the worse category, but when it happens in a marriage…..the marriage is pretty much over with. I think that people are always constantly changing, and it’s nearly impossible to account for the change some one is going to go through in the next 5-10 years. I would have never guessed I would change as much as I have in the last TWO years!

Even inking about the marriages around me, I don’t think I have seen ANY successful marriages in my family or friends at all! What makes me think that I am any better than them, or that because I am “special”, my marriage is going to last?!?!

And it hurts to have this realization….because at the end of the day, I am a hopeless romantic.

When I want something, like reallly want it, I get it. End of Story. Point blank. period. fin. 

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Drive mecrazy! I love when we do presentations in class because then, all the guys wear suits which is a wonderfull thing!!!! Whoot whoot!!!

However, it get annoying when you see a guy in a suit whoe is about to give a presentation. I always expect them to do wonderfully! However, this team simly failed (only a little bit).  They are doing a presentation on FEd Ex and they decided to have FedEx actually deliver a USB with the presentation to the class room. Creative Idea right….wrong! Heres what happened. Class starts ar 9:30, and of course the Fed Ex man was supposed to come at like 9:32….and for some odd reason, this group expected the fed ex man to come specifically at that time!!! So they start giving the presentation and  at exactly 9:32 they are just stand there waiting for the Fed Ex man to come. Needeless to say the Fed ex man did not come until 9:37!!! This is only a 5 minue delay, but considering the fact that that the presentation was supposed to be 12 minutes long at max. So once they finally finished setting up their project, it was 9:39. All they have done was teir intro and they only had 3 mins to go! Way to go guys….way to go! lol. But congrats on th creative idea guys!!! <3!!!!

So after 19.75 years of looking in my closet, and finding a little bit of nothing, I have decided to go on a sopping trip for none other than myself. I know it sounds selfish, however…I really WANT this trip to happen! My favorite quote is “Keep it Classy” and I love to think of myself as a classy person, however, my wardrobe does not reflect this. IT MUST CHANGE! 

I know my budget and I know better than spending an exhorbant abmount of money on something as simple as clothing, so my first stop shoops will be the Thrift store! I heard they have a really nice one here in Pittsburgh! And I will be going there! Second, I will be going to rainbow and payless. And lastly, I will end up at my old time favorite, Old Navy!!! Whoot Whoot! 

In between these stops I will be going to a beauty supply store in order to get a perm, aphogee, a black and red rinse, chi…and a comb (I know it’s sad but I seriously do not use combs) lol! 

Sooooo my work here is done and I am simply hoping for the best in y endeavor! yes yes yes!!! 

So I just wrote this blog on how much I HATE being fat…but as soon as I pushed submt my internet connection just died and EVERYthing I just typed disappeared. I guess it isn’t meant to be…

so now that I have called you out on your bull shit you think all you have to do is apologize and we can be cool again? Right….

This is the epitome of “fakeness”. One night you feel so frustrated about me that you get drunk and cry and complain about me to a mutual friend…then when I say I want to speak to u about it you want to ignore you and now…that I have caught your fake, two-faced ass and told you that I do not respect or trust you, you want to pretend that we are all honkey dorey friends?!?! What the he’ll kind of bull shit is that! You just want to be close with me because I have more friends than you and using me for my connections. Well fuck you too bitch. All I have to say is that I will be cordial because I’m not for all the drama, but known this: when we move away from this apartment it is OVER between us. We are not and will not be true friends. Sorrority sisters or not.

Reality check is needed soon.

In the tree of life there are three kinds of people: leafs (temporary), branches (semi-permanent), and trunks (permanent). I, my darling, am about to do some pruning. You are dead weight and I shall no longer bring you around to be nice. DONE! =]

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effin aye! :-(

Is growing on me! Maybe jail time was good publicity for him. :-)